I took a rest after working on the back yard. I talked to my new neighbor for a minute, he told me the it looks great out there. It’s been completely thrashed since they moved in, which is part of the reason I actually went out and cleaned it up today. I felt like the white trash neighbor. We already have one of the crappiest houses on the block, I didn’t want my yard to match. I watched a show I had DVR’d, then took a shower.
I’m sitting here, relaxed, and clean, and now I’m starting to stress about the pool. If you were following me in May when I bought it, you’ll remember how much I stressed about buying it in the first place. I wasn’t sure I knew exactly how to set it up and to take care of it, and I just KNEW I was going to ruin it somehow.
Now.. after my “fit of rage,” throwing the whole thing in the shed, I feel like crap about it. I am definitely going to have to pull it out and clean it and actually put it away correctly, or I am going to go nuts all fall, winter, and spring. I just don’t know HOW to do it! I definitely can’t do it alone, so I’ll have to actually ASK for help, instead of just hinting. And I’m going to have to find some consecutively dry days to do it.
UGH! Why am I such a procrastinator?! I should have done this before the rain set in. I’m so annoyed with myself.