February 2009
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I was told...
Someone told me I should start a sex journal. haha. I don’t even know what that means. :] But it sounds interesting. I think I may try it. Sounds kinda interesting actually. I was told that when a spouse deploys, a way to “keep the sex life alive” while he’s gone is to trade sex journals for the duration of the deployment. I know Zane would NEVER keep a journal to give to...
January 2009
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KIERAN IS DOING GOOD
Surgery went well. :] I’m sure it’s going to be quite the chore getting that boy to stay in bed for a week. I wish I could be there… ILY-KIERAN. Let’s hope that this works and he wont need the transplants.
CROSS YOUR FINGERS
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Crybaby, Loser
Man, I feel like such a nerd. A freakin’ Crybaby, Loser. Haha. So it’s 8:35 in the morning which means the only things on TV are the same 5 music videos being played over and over on Vh1. Old Re-runs of Saved By The Bell. And about 30 different channels worth of the same news stories. Needless to say I am watching recorded shows off my DVR. What’s on right now, an old episode of...
Ghost Bugs
Ugh. I can’t seem to get rid of them. You know what they are right… Where you feel a bug crawling on your foot or something and look down only to find NOTHING there. It really “BUGS” me, haha. :] I swear this apartment is INFESTED with them. Anyone know how to get rid of them?
On another buggy note, I really hate big, green butted, jumping, swimming, ant-spiders. hehe. and...
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For Some Reason This Song Has Been Stuck In My...
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THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
So… It’s 2:40 in the Morning. I am WIDE awake. Like seriously as wide as like the Grand Canyon. It’s Annoying. With that being said I decided to make a list of things that annoy me.
I cannot sleep at night unless I take Tylenol PM. They freakin LIE. It says right on the bottle that it’s NON HABBIT FORMING but hello. I am living breathing proof that it is habit forming. :/...
“it’s 2 in the morning. why are you up?”
– i am up because I CANNOT SLEEP AT NIGHT! i sleep all day and stay awake all night. it makes no sense. i do not want this. it just happens
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“‘cause you’re paper thin… and it’s visible”
– The Town’s Been Talkin’ -The Maine.. My page is almost done. I think I have a shot at that GOLDEN TOASTER! www.myspace.com/sunshine91
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oh what a night
Shopping and Taco Bell. That’s how I like to spend my evenings. :] Even tho I bought absolutely nothing for myself, I still love shopping. And it was only Walmart and Target, but it was time spent with my mister. I love driving around with him. :] I don’t know why, but I do. Now we’re home, but he’s playing his new video game. ICK. Better that Counterstrike tho. I HATE THAT...
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Hoping for a March Homecoming!?!
I am going home FOR SURE in March… and hooray, Zane might be coming with me! I am excited. I love when he goes with me. I get lonely when I’m in Oregon and he’s not there. If he comes with me then we’re staying for almost a month. :] I have to get there sometime before March 13th, cause that’s Nikkole’s wedding. The whole reason I am coming back at all. And...
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Oh Mister Sandman ... Bring Me A Dream
ahh.. I love sleeping. Is it wrong to have a dream about another guy when I’m laying in bed with my husband? I always feel guilty when I wake up after dreaming about someone else. Even when nothing “sexual” happens. Last night’s dream was interesting. I don’t remember exactly the beginning. Well, truthfully I don’t remember the beginning at all. I was at a...
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:/
today was an interesting day. i woke up on the couch. apparently those tylenol pm’s kicked in way faster than i expected. i sad around bored all morning, as usual. but time flew by today. before i knew it, zane was home. we cuddled up on the couch and watched some tv. we fough, then were happy and playful, then fought… it kinda sucked. :[ i hate days like today, and i feel like...
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aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i hate when he plays counterstrike. all i hear is fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i hate it. i hate that word. and seriously it’s like constant. i love the guy, but sometimes i want to rip his tongue out. sometimes i hate that i’m married to a computer/video game nerd. haha. either way, it’s been a long day. it’s time to go brush my teethers, wash my...
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“i’ll hit you in the face”
– my husband let the runt wars begin! :]
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good morning
i love waking up and having him still home. :] it’s Monday. he’s suppose to be at work, ahh, but it’s a holiday! so. it was a good morning, following a good night.
mandie pants - i love that you read my wild rantings. it makes me happy and makes me feel loved. i miss you bff. you’re my super woman! and i can’t wait til i get to Florida so you guys can come visit me...
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bachelorette party
so. i’m helping nikkole plan her party. :] she doesn’t want a traditional get shitfaced, watch a stripper, piss off your fiance, kind of party. we started out planning on going to a bar or two, getting drunk and all that, but she doesn’t want to be hungover at her wedding. so, we changed directions. we’re going to have a spa day! :] get our hairs and nails did. hehe. then...
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“oh by the way - i’m pregnant”
– i’m getting so tired of hearing this. i asked zane today why we have to wait to have kids. why he doesn’t want one now. why he insists on making me miserable by not giving me the one thing i really want in life… and he brings up the money issue “if we have a baby right now...
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“We’re actually all Christians in Eye Alaska. I hate how western Christianity is...”
– Brandon Wronski
[[i love him]]
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my.mister.wonderful
i love my husband. he’s not the most romantic guy, hell, he’s hardly romantic at all. but i love him. :] he’s not brad pitt, not extremely gorgeously modelesque, but he’s beautiful, to me he is perfect. i love his dimples. his scruffy weekend face. his muscular frame. damn i love him. i am lucky, and i’ll never forget it! :] now i just need a baby and i’ll be...
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Baxter
Haha - So I learned yesterday that my husband named his childhood teddy bear Baxter after a character from ninja turtles because he thought it sounded like Bastard. :] I found this quite hilarious. He later changed the bears name to Bruno after a “space rabbit” from another cartoon he watched. :]
hehe. I love him!
He still has that bear, he gave him to me. He’s in my...
it is time
it really is. things need to start falling into place. my life is good, but it needs to take a turn for the better. i am happy, more like content. but something good needs to happen. i think i deserve it. why should i be stuck just being content? like i said… it is time.
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Kennedy Brock...
is my favorite!
I wish we were friends. Although I do have a message from you saved in my voice mail… haha. too bad I asked you to call and leave it. :] It’s still there tho, and that’s all that matters! We have a date for April 3rd. BUT, I may have to break it.
**sadface**
I Love The Maine!
ah - sleep
:] i slept well. too long, but well
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oh! and p.s.
* i just danced around for about 3 hours. not exactly dancing the WHOLE time… but most of it! and it was amazing. but it gave me a headache. and after not sleeping AGAIN last night, i think i am going to try to get my wired ass to sleep.
* there’s a girl band on MTVU right now… and I kinda like em! Hey monday. And she’s wearing a Glamour Kills shirt! woohoo!
* i have not...
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Poker Face
Wow!
I HATE LADY GAGA!
just fyi
:] AAR gives you hell is great!
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he brought home an avocado
13January2009 has been an amazing day.
:]
Quentin is a fantastic husband.
it was a boring day, but a great one.
Pig Tales
so after not sleeping at all sunday night, I sure made up for it monday night. I passed out at about 630 pm and slept all the way thru until noon today. :] yawn! and I’m still kinda tired
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“we
all
are
almost
certain
we’ll
never
find
why
we
live
and
we...”
– I Knew You’d Never Fly —Eye Alaska
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A Promise... and Some Goals...
It’s not Halloween anymore. Nor is it Christmas time. So, that means I should probably change the decorations around my apartment. I made a cool little “scrapbook” looking frame for Halloween, then I just wrapped it up with paper for Christmas, so I need to change it. So. I went to pull out my scrapbook paper, so I can make it Valentine’s Day-ish. I pulled out my...
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Happy New Year!
Well… It’s offically a New Year. Let’s hope it’s a good one. I’m not quite sure what is in store for Zane and me in the upcoming months, and I’m not really bothered by that. I am extremely happy with where my life is, besides the obvious, wanting a baby. I mean there’s always a few things that could change to make it better… but I’m happy with...